PERSONAL
It had been nearly a full day since RQ-733
penetrated the time barrier and began its long, distant journey to
Capella. Without adequate computers to guide it, the mighty Star
Saber simply coasted under its own relentless inertia on a heading
that Krey haphazardly guessed at by aiming for the star, which,
from their viewpoint, had come to resemble a small sun.
Krey was still asleep, tethered to a ratty,
broken-down chair as he wrestled with the fading remnants of an
uncomfortable, sleepless night. He had given up his bed to Cassie,
though it was a sense of chivalry that prompted him to do it,
rather than respect for the rude, unsociable stranger. Many harsh
words had been traded between the two exiles since they entered the
time continuum and, as of bedtime, they were barely on speaking
terms.
Krey awoke from his uneasy slumber to the sound
of banging or hammering coming from somewhere in the ship. He
rubbed the sleep from his groggy, bloodshot eyes then, with a
feeble sense of awareness, looked around the bridge for the source
of the noise.
"Cassie?"
The sound of banging metal continued to echo
throughout the ship.
"Cassie?"
Krey untied his tether, then reached for a
nearby rope; it was then that he discovered a harsh, brutal
pounding in his head, which was, undoubtedly, the legacy of
draining too many canisters of Milwaukee Brew. His quick start
down the rope suddenly slowed as he reached for his head.
"Ooh!"
He paused for a moment to wallow in his self-
inflicted misery, then resumed his journey down the rope.
"Cassie? Where the hell
"
Krey finally put two and two together when he
realized that Cassie was not on the bridge
and
that the constant banging was coming from the hatch, which had the
tendency to stick from time-to-time.
"Damn woman," he muttered.
Cassie was drifting precariously in the dim
corridor just outside the bridge. The metal case that she had
brought from Unli was drifting aimlessly nearby as she banged on
the door with a piece of scrap metal, which she found floating
somewhere in the wreckage. She paused for just a moment to catch
her breath.
"What does it take to wake this jerk
up?" she muttered.
After a brief reprieve, she resumed her
relentless task of hammering away at the hatch.
The loud, irritating noise of the scrap metal
slamming against the hatch persisted for a minute or two, then
Cassie finally heard Krey fumbling around with the latch from the
inside, though she hit the door another time or two just for good
measure.
The hatch finally opened to reveal Krey on the
other side, who was holding his aching head in agony.
"It's about time," Cassie snapped.
"Shut up
haven't you
made enough noise?"
Cassie hurled the piece of scrap metal down the
corridor, which rang with repeated metallic echoes as it bounced
from wall to wall. She turned a heartless grin to Krey as she
watched him cringe to each and every hollow clank of the
corridor.
"Head hurt?" she asked with a smug
grin.
Krey let out a sigh of disgust; he was not about
to oblige her with a response.
"Thought so." She grabbed her case,
then started to make her way through the hatch.
Krey glanced down at the case briefly, then
moved aside as Cassie entered the bridge.
"You shouldn't leave the bridge by
yourself," he grumbled as he secured the hatch behind Cassie.
"I bet you didn't even take a tube of Leak Stop with
you."
"I did so!"
She reached into a pocket and pulled out a fresh
tube of the basic survival goo. "I had to get my things
and I wasn't about to wait around until you came out
of your coma."
Krey turned around and started to make his way
to the refrigerator.
"Eat shit, you stupid..." His
muttering became less and less audible as the distance between him
and Cassie grew. Cassie strained an ear to hear what he was
saying, but she was unable to make any sense out of it. She turned
her head in a huff, and started toward the rug-like partition.
"I simply can't tolerated another day of
your boring, macho ramblings
do you have
anything around here to read?"
"Read this..." Krey made a lewd
gesture by grabbing his crotch, then he, and his miserable
hangover, opened the refrigerator and surveyed the beer stores.
After deciding that the staple supplies would hold out for at least
two more days, he reached in and pulled out another canister of
famous Milwaukee Brew.
"Hair of the dog," he muttered, then
he slammed the refrigerator and grabbed the rope that lead to the
controls. "I'm going to see if I need to make a course
correction. Just stay back here
that would suit
me fine."
Cassie did not reply; she simply waited for Krey
to leave so she could open her case in privacy and check its
contents. She carefully peered out from behind the partition and
looked down the rope. Satisfied that Krey was well on his way to
the controls, she turned her attention to the case.
The previous day had been trying on both
refugees, but more so for Cassie; she was not used to dealing with
any one particular person for such an extended period of time. The
sour, trying look on her face quickly changed to modest delight as
she took the Model 7 out of her pocket and plugged it into a slot
on the case. Her smile grew with anticipation.
She entered a short access code into the Model
7, which was followed by the sound of hissing air as the pressure
inside the case equalized with the pressure of the bridge. A
moment or two later, the lid of the case popped open as a bright,
child-like smile came to Cassie's face.
Krey was still grumbling as he carefully
positioned his bulky, hung-over body into the pilot's seat.
"Stupid witch," He strapped himself
in, then dug the beer canister out of the pocket on his pant leg.
The sleep was hardly clear from his eyes as he lifted the canister
and took the first drink of the day.
"Ain't it the way," he muttered,
"It's always the lookers who
"
He stopped in mid sentence as his distant gaze
focused out the window on nothing in particular. A brief moment
later, he turned his attention to the rear of the bridge to see if
Cassie had kept her distance. After assuring himself that he had
an adequate degree of privacy, he turned toward the front, then
pulled a set of keys out of his pocket.
Krey looked back one more time, making sure that
he could keep his private life private, then unlocked a metal
drawer, which was mounted underneath a console to the left of the
pilot's seat. He slowly pulled the drawer open, then paused to
take another drink from his beer.
A small, 3-inch Teddy Bear came drifting up out
of the metal drawer. Krey quickly lowered his beer and snatched
the fuzzy, stuffed bear from the air. He glanced back briefly,
then turned his attention to the stuffed animal.
"If only she would have held me as close
as she held you." He winked at the Teddy Bear, then returned
it to the drawer.
The ever-present can of Milwaukee Brew came up
to Krey's lips one more time before he braved the contents of the
drawer. He lowered the beer then, with a slow, uneasy hand, he
reached for the only other item in the drawer; a letter.
There was a heavy, distant sigh as Krey took the
thin plastic sheet out of the drawer. The letter, which was
several years old, was addressed to his home at Le Monnier, a city
on Earth's moon; the return address was from somewhere on
Theti.
Krey looked at the letter for quite some time
before building up the courage to press the `Open' icon; the
display on the plastic sheet changed to reveal the cold, hard text
of the letter.
My darling Krey,
I haven't stopped thinking about
you since the day I left. I enjoyed our ad-libbed voyage aboard
RQ-733, the dinner, the view, and the intimacy. I never enjoyed
anything as much as the three weeks we spent together. I'll never
forget you.
I must apologize for the way I
left. I know it must have been hard for you when you woke up the
next morning and found me gone. I suppose I should have at least
left a note
but I didn't know what to say. I've
thought about it carefully since then, I feel that I should give
you that overdue explanation in a letter.
Let me assure you that it was
nothing you intentionally did or said. I have no complaints about
the way you treated me, you always made me feel like a lady.
Please understand, Krey, that this is as difficult for me to write
as it is for you to read.
To be blunt, you have a problem;
it's the same problem that my father had. We watched our father
drink himself into an artificial liver, into bankruptcy, and
ultimately, into an early grave. It was a difficult time in my
life
watching my father kill himself, watching
him spend the grocery money on booze, and listening to him argue
with my mother. After he died, I swore that I would never live
with an alcoholic again.
I'm not trying to say that I see
you as an alcoholic
that judgment lies on your
shoulders. But, seeing you drunk three nights in a row and
watching you pass out reminded me too much of the struggle with my
father. I'm sorry, Krey, but I just can't endure that any
more.
Still, I think of you often and,
sometimes, I wish that I had never left. If you ever decide to
give up your Milwaukee Brew, come look me up. I'll be right here,
at the address on this letter. Please
I love you, I miss you, and I
pray for you,
Delaina
Krey drew an uneasy breath as he pressed the
`close' icon. He glanced out the window at Capella, then looked
down at the return address.
Cassie had finished checking the contents of her
case and was quietly searching Krey's storage lockers for something
to read. She had already examined three lockers and found nothing
that resembled reading material, other than an emergency egress
checklist. She quietly closed the locker, then nervously glanced
toward the front of the bridge before moving on to the next
one.
The forth locker contained a myriad of old,
dusty junk. There was a space helmet with a broken faceplate,
several gloves, a wrench or two, and an old, tattered bag, which
was about the size of a bowling bag. Cassie slowly unzipped the
bag, then made another nervous glance toward the front before
rummaging through its contents.
The bag appeared to be filled mostly with
clothes, which were so old and ill-kept that they actually crumbled
when Cassie tried to pull them out. She had absolutely no interest
in the clothes; she was hoping that there might be a piece of
jewelry underneath, or something else that she might claim as a
prize.
The bag appeared to be stuffed with someone's
personal effects, such as; men's clothes, a very old shaving kit,
and a small plastic envelope containing letters. Cassie reached
for the letters, thinking that she could amuse herself with them
later, when she discovered something peculiar.
There, underneath the letters, was an odd
looking device. Cassie furrowed her brow; it was square and
appeared to be made entirely of very old paper. Her excitement
grew as she pulled it free of the bag; anything made of paper was
considered a valuable antique.
Suddenly, Cassie recognized the object; it was
a book
a bound, paper book like the ones in
museums. She glanced up toward the front of the bridge one more
time, then carefully opened the cover. Inside, on a brown, brittle
page, was a hand-written title that read, `Personal diary, property
of Major Fenton S. Raver, UNSF.'
Cassie wore a devious, triumphant grin as she
slowly closed the antique. She realized that Krey had no idea that
the diary existed; the crumbling clothes on top of it had not been
undisturbed for quite some time. As far as she was concerned, the
antique had suddenly become her rightful property; all she had to
do was claim that she brought it with her in her case. It would
be the easiest theft of her entire life.
Cassie quietly closed the locker, then slipped
off to an isolated corner to read; few people had the luxury of
browsing through a bound, paper book.
Chellaina, like Cassie, was also killing time
by reading. She had already read several weapons manuals, and was
working on an operator's manual for a spacesuit, which she
cheerfully read to her fallen hero.
"...Rotate locking collar, see figure 27.3,
clockwise until Helmet Ajar light, located on Inside Helmet
Display, goes off..."
She was comfortably seated next to Fenton's
unconscious body and wearing her old military uniform, which proved
to be much more practical than her tattered, silky clothes. She
had also tended to her own wounds; such as the bruise on her leg
and the cuts on her knees, which were the result of crawling over
the rubble. Although her bandages were old and dingy, they were
at least some kind of protection against the dust and dirt of the
crumbling disaster shelter.
It had been over a day since the emergency radio
first spewed out the strange voices, which had been continuing non-
stop without a break. Chellaina still didn't know what to think
of the eerie sounds; they made her extremely uneasy and she did her
best to ignore them. Still, from time-to-time, she would find
herself listening to the exchange and taking note of which voices
she heard and when.
At that particular moment, however, Chellaina
had no interest in the voices; she was trying to ignore them by
focusing her attention on reading to Fenton.
"...Connect Wrist Position Sensor cable to
the seven pin electrical connector located inside the
sleeve."
Chellaina paused to listen to a peculiar voice,
which started coming through the emergency radio. The voice was
like any of the others, with the exception of being marked by a
constant ever-present rumble in the background. It had become a
common occurrence and Chellaina came to realize that it was part
of a sequence, which had been repeated over and over since the
voices first appeared.
Chellaina took note of the time; it had been
twenty minutes since she last heard the rumbling on the radio.
That seemed to be consistent with most of the other intervals
between rumblings, though sometimes it would come five minutes
early, or as much as fifteen minutes late. After listening to the
strange rumbling on the radio for a minute or two, she returned to
the manual, and to her endless task of reading to Fenton.
"Attach glove to sleeve, see figure 27.4,
then rotate wrist locking collar clockwise until Right Glove Ajar
light, on Inside Helmet Display, goes off. Repeat above procedure
for left
"
Chellaina stopped in mid-sentence when she
noticed that the rumble from the receiver became more pronounced.
She could tell that it sounded somewhat different than usual,
though she couldn't quite put her finger on it. She listened for
a moment or two; it seemed to be getting louder.
Suddenly, several small pieces of concrete fell
from the ceiling, followed by gentle trails of dust. Chellaina
quickly realized that the rumbling not only came from the radio
it also came from the walls, the floor, and the
ceiling.
Chellaina dropped the manual in fear as the
rumbling grew to frightening proportions. She leaned over The
General to cover his head as more and more pieces of concrete came
smashing to the floor. The rumbling quickly escalated, knocking
larger and larger pieces loose from the crippled ceiling when,
suddenly
it stopped.
Chellaina sat there in silence; her nervous eyes
slowly panned across the crippled ceiling, "I don't like this,
Fenny."
The receiver went quiet for a moment or two,
then the strange, eerie voices resumed their endless chatter. Time
seemed to stand still during the two or three minutes that
followed. Chellaina listened carefully to the voices as she
nervously glanced around the shelter; something, somehow, seemed
to be amiss
she was sure of it.
Chellaina snapped her head toward the nuclear-
hardened hatch; she could have sworn that she heard something
coming from the staircase just beyond it. She crouched closer to
The General.
"Please wake up, Fenny," she
whispered, "Something evil is
"
There it was again! Yes, something was moving
on the staircase!
Chellaina picked up a remote control device,
then turned down the volume on the emergency radio. She listened
carefully to the subtle sounds of heavy, clumsy movement just
beyond the hatch.
"What is it, Fenny?"
She drew a quick breath when she heard a series
of scraping sounds, which were rhythmically interrupted by a series
of clunks, as if someone or something were dragging a large piece
of debris up and out of the staircase. Chellaina wondered; was it
a rescue party, or was it some kind of unspeakable nightmare?
Her worst fears were soon confirmed; she heard
the muffled sound of strange voices just beyond the door. She
gasped with her eyes fixed solidly on the hatch; her heart felt
like it was beating in her throat
the voices
were just like the voices she had heard on the emergency radio!
She realized that whatever was on the radio, was now on the other
side of the hatch.
Suddenly, the latch began to rattle back and
forth, as if someone outside were trying to get in.
"Wake up, Fenny," she whispered as she
shook his shoulder, "You must wake up!"
The fumbling at the latch ceased, but was
immediately followed by the sound of something metallic slamming
against the nuclear-hardened hatch. The sound drove chills down
Chellaina's spine; she hobbled over the rubble toward The General's
feet as fast as her aging body would allow. The metallic pounding
at the hatch persisted as Chellaina struggled to free The General's
.40 caliber pistol from his boot. The pounding was tremendous; she
was certain that the hatch would cave in at any moment, followed
by some hideous monster of unthinkable proportions.
Chellaina's hands trembled wildly as she pulled
the pistol free of its holster. It took both unsteady hands to
raise the heavy iron and point it nervously at the door. Both of
her slender, feeble thumbs reached for the hammer of the gun and
struggled to pull it back; the pounding, slamming blows to the door
had escalated to massive, ramming shocks. Finally, the heavy
hammer seated with a click
the pistol was cocked
and ready.
The abusive blows to the door came to an abrupt
halt. Chellaina sat there on the ground, trembling as she covered
the door with the large-caliber sidearm; she shuttered to think of
what the powerful recoil would do to her frail body, should pulling
the trigger become necessary.
Once again, she heard the strange voices
discussing something on the other side of the hatch. Frightened,
horrified tears poured down Chellaina's cheeks as she kept the
trembling barrel of the gun pointed at the door. A moment or two
later, she heard a small pop, followed by a hissing, roaring noise.
Less than a heartbeat later, the latch began to glow red with heat.
It was immediately followed by a shower of sparks, which came
pouring out from a tiny gap where the handle met the hatch.
The shelter became filled with the smell of
burnt, flaming metal as the shower of sparks grew in intensity.
Chellaina began to weep out loud, though she faithfully kept the
trembling weapon pointed at the door.
The shower of sparks came to a sudden halt;
Chellaina knew that the dreaded moment was at hand. She could hear
her heart pounding in her chest as she nervously clutched the
trigger; her eyes were fixed on the burnt, glowing latch. She
heard the strange voices again, followed by the sound of heavy
movement. She was sure that the hatch would burst in at any
moment.
During the lengthy seconds that followed,
Chellaina came to realize that the voices were gradually becoming
more faint, more distant. She listened to the bulky, clumsy sound
of their movements; they seemed to be ascending the staircase.
The sounds faded into nothing, though
Chellaina's aching arms kept the heavy weapon trained relentlessly
on the hatch. It was not until two or three weary minutes later
when the silence was once again broken; the entire shelter suddenly
began to shake and rumble violently.
The hours that followed were filled with strange
sounds; rumbling, whining, pounding. Chunks of concrete fell from
the ceiling from time to time, and the strange voices continued to
plague the receiver. The sound of something moving or working just
beyond the hatch returned on several occasions, though no apparent
effort had been made to gain access to the shelter. After quite
some time, the eerie activity came to a halt, then the violent
rumbling, once again, shook the crippled shelter. Several large
pieces of concrete fell from the ceiling and Chellaina was certain
that the whole shelter would cave in at any moment.
The rumbling gradually subsided into a welcomed,
peaceful silence, as if something massive and menacing had moved
off into the distance. Chellaina, once again, huddled close to The
General's side, though the cocked sidearm was prudently kept within
reach. Her shaking, trembling hand gently brushed across The
General's cheek.
"Please wake up, Fenny."
She looked up with a frightened tear in her eye
as she wondered about the world they had grown to love
was anything left of it?