GOD-FORSAKEN
DARKNESS
Tears streamed down the side of Chellaina's face
in the dark ruins of the disaster shelter. Her heart-wrenching
cries of agony had been reduced to a feeble, exhausted sob as her
hopeless efforts to free her leg faded with her strength. It had
been quite some time since the rumble; the dust had long since
settled, the creaking stopped, and the air was becoming noticeably
stale.
Chellaina laid on the cold, cluttered floor in
tears with her leg still pinned under a piece of debris. Her frail
body was uncomfortably draped over several rough chunks of
concrete, and her fine, silky clothes were torn to hanging,
tattered shreds. She drew an erratic breath, then sobbed as she
used the last of her strength to prop herself up on one arm.
Chellaina looked out across the blackness of the
shelter, "Fenny?"
She waved an arm through the darkness in search
of anything within reach. After feeling nothing but air, she
turned her attention to the floor and the debris scattered across
it.
"Where are you, Fenny?"
Her hand wandered over numerous chunks of fallen
concrete, bits of steel, powdery dust
but
nothing that felt like a body, an arm, or even a boot. She
frantically combed the ground in search of her fallen hero,
reaching out farther and farther across the debris.
The pain in her leg escalated as she strained
to extend her reach; she thought that, perhaps just another inch
and she would at least be able to touch her husband before she
died. She spoke to the darkness in a bleak, frightened
whisper.
"Please don't be dead, Fenny."
She pulled at her trapped leg and strained her
muscles in hopes of reaching just a little farther into the
darkness, but felt nothing other than fallen concrete. Finally,
she gave up in despair; her body went limp, then she began to sob
on the cold, debris-cluttered floor.
"Dear God," she begged through dirt-
streaked tears, "please don't let it end this way!"
She laid on the dusty collection of crumbled
concrete and cried
she could do no more. She
succumbed to the fact that she was trapped, that she would
suffocate in a matter of hours, and that her husband would suffer
the same fate
if he was still alive somewhere
in the God-forsaken darkness.
Chellaina's sobbing came to an abrupt halt when
she heard an eerie noise somewhere in the darkness; it wasn't a
comforting noise, like the sound of a man stirring
it was a frightening noise, like the sound of the
roof creaking.
Several small pieces of concrete fell from the
ceiling; Chellaina covered her head. Less than a heart-beat later,
a tremendous crash echoed through the shelter as another piece of
the ceiling came smashing to the floor. It was immediately
followed by the sound of smaller debris, then the slow, creeping
cloud of dry, choking dust began to drift through the shelter.
Chellaina just laid there on the floor, waiting for the entire
shelter to cave in on top of her.
The eerie, unforgiving silence returned to the
shelter. The ceiling stopped creaking, the debris settled, and the
dust was beginning to thin out. It was then that Chellaina noticed
something peculiar; her leg did not seem to hurt as much as it did
before the crash.
Chellaina struggled to push herself up to
somewhat of a sitting position. The change in her posture caused
her trapped leg to rotate slightly; she couldn't move it at all
before. Chellaina drew a quick, excited breath as her hand
followed her leg down to the slab of concrete that had her
pinned.
It did not take long for Chellaina to realize
what had happened; the falling debris shifted the slab of concrete,
causing it to tilt in her favor. She reached down and felt the
wound left by the weight of the slab
there was
enough room to get several fingers between her leg and the
concrete. She soon discovered that her leg was able to move about
freely under the confines of the slab, though she could not pull
it out because her ankle was too wide to pass through the narrow
gap between the concrete and the floor.
Chellaina's fingers returned to the painful
wound left by the concrete; she was puzzled by the fact that her
brittle leg bones weren't broken. She felt around under the slab
and soon discovered why; there was a smaller piece of concrete
under the slab, which had been supporting the bulk of the slab's
weight.
Chellaina's excitement grew when she realized
that the small chunk of concrete that saved her leg was now loose.
She frantically tugged and pulled at the piece of debris, moving
it just an inch or so at a time. She thought that if she could get
the debris out from under the slab, then, perhaps she could free
her leg. She tugged and jerked on the piece of concrete, despite
the fact that her strength was spent, her muscles ached, and her
stiff joints were being bent beyond their normal limits.
After several lengthy minutes of fighting with
the concrete in the darkness, Chellaina finally managed to remove
the small piece of rubble. Just as she had hoped, the modest space
left by the small piece of concrete gave her enough maneuvering
room to pull her leg out from under the slab.
A excited, relieved smile came to her dirt-
streaked face as she gently rubbed the strained muscles in her
leg.
"Thank you, dear Lord."
Almost immediately, Chellaina turned her
attention to the darkness that was once just beyond her reach. She
crawled on her hands and knees with no regard for the pain in her
leg, or the pain of her bony knees against the jagged chunks of
concrete. Her fingers wildly searched the floor for her
husband.
"Fenny? Where are you, Fenny?"
She searched the scattered debris for quite some
distance, though she wasn't sure of her direction. Everywhere was
the same thing; concrete, dust, and bits of steel. She crawled
across the rubble and wasn't even aware of the fact that her knees
were bleeding as her hands frantically searched the ruins.
Suddenly, her fingertips swept across a tough, smooth fabric
like that of a pressure suit.
"Fenny!"
She let out a gentle sob of relief as she
clamored to The General's body
though her
greatest fear was yet to be confirmed or denied. The General was
on his side, propped up by the life support pack on his back, with
his arms and legs lying askew among the rubble.
Chellaina struggled to get her ear against
Fenton's chest; she sat perfectly still and even held her breath
as she listened for a heartbeat. A frightened anxiety crept into
her as she listened; there was absolutely no sound coming from
Fenton's body.
Her hope began to diminish drastically when she
was unable to detect any sign of breathing. Chellaina had prepared
herself for the worst; she knew from past experience that scant
vital signs could be hidden by the thick, durable material of a
pressure suit, though some sign of life was usually evident. She
drew an uneasy, erratic breath, then reached up toward The
General's neck.
Her frightened, trembling hands slowly crept
toward the hero's juggler vein; this would be the moment of
truth
and Chellaina was not sure if she would
be able to face it. Her frail, slender fingertips gently came to
rest on his juggler vein, then Chellaina broke down in tears
he was alive!
The long ordeal since the rumble had left
Chellaina weak, exhausted, and in pain. She laid there for quite
some time, holding onto her husband's unconscious body. To her,
he was a beacon in the darkness, a strength, a shelter from
uncertainty. After living a long and fulfilled life with the
greatest hero in history, Chellaina was now content to die quietly
by his side. Tears continued to run down her face as her lungs
labored for an adequate breath in the closed, failing air.
Chellaina's misty eyes idly gazed into the
blackness as memories of her hero passed through her head. She
remembered back to the day when she first saw him on her operating
table; he was in a spacesuit, bloody and unconscious. She
remembered how worried she was for his life, how badly he was
battered, and how difficult it was to cut the spacesuit off of him
without aggravating his injuries.
Chellaina's hand began to wander frantically
across The General's body. She remembered that the uniform they
had cut off of him nearly a century ago had a small flashlight in
a thin, narrow pocket on the sleeve
she wondered
if this uniform had one as well. Within seconds, Chellaina's hand
came across the pocket
and the pencil-sized
flashlight. She let out a sigh of relief as she pulled it out of
the pocket.
Chellaina fumbled with the flashlight for a
moment or two, then clicked the switch on the back. The century-
old batteries were dim with age, but the faint light that they
managed to cast was more than enough to pierce the absolute
blackness of the disaster shelter.
The light quickly swung to Fenton's blood-
covered face
Chellaina drew a quick, frightened
breath; the sight reminded her so much of the day they met. With
pains-taking movements, she hobbled over the rubble to get above
his head and have a closer look at his injuries, though it had been
quite some time since she was a doctor.
Tears filled Chellaina's eyes as she checked
Fenton's injury; he had apparently been struck on the side of the
head by a piece of falling concrete. She laid a gentle hand along
his cheek as she inspected the wound. It was difficult to
determine the extent of the damage; the two inch gash in Fenton's
head was covered by a thin layer of fine, powdery dust, which hid
the finer details of the injury underneath.
Chellaina instantly swung her light toward the
ruins of the storeroom; she wondered if she might be able to find
her old medical case among the rubble.
A bright, hopeful smile came to her face as she
started to crawl across the rubble toward the ruins of the store
room. She thought that there still might be some useable field
drugs in her bag. For the first time since the cave-in, she had
a plan; she would try to use the field drugs to bring Fenton back
to consciousness. She was certain that The General would know what
to do about the air, survival, and how to get rescued. All she
had to do was save her hero
he would take care
of everything else.
Cassie nervously eyed her watch as she floated
idle in a dim, narrow corridor of RQ-733. She maintained her
position by holding onto a dusty pipe while Krey wrestled with a
stuck hatch, which separated them from the bridge of RQ-733. He
had taken his shirt off, sometime during the battle, and was
pushing pounds of solid, bulging muscle into the stubborn
handle.
"Damn thing," Krey grumbled as he
wrestled with the hatch.
"Maybe there's no air on the other side of
it," Cassie suggested.
"No..." Krey paused to grunt and grit
his teeth as he put more effort into the task. "...It does
this from time to time."
Krey took a deep breath, then made one more
assault on the stuck handel. His muscles bulged, his face turned
red, and entire body began to shake and vibrate. After a second
or two of Krey's abuse, the latch finally began to cry uncle with
a series of squeaks and moans.
"Here it comes," he grunted.
The latch finally gave in with a loud heavy
click, which ominously echoed through the massive, dilapidated
hull. Krey paused for a moment to catch his breath, then proudly
opened the hatch. His outstretched hand gestured toward the
bridge, which was hardly any brighter than the corridor.
"After you."
Cassie stepped through the hatchway into a
large, pentagon-shaped room, whose haphazard d‚cor reminded her of
a gorilla's cage. There was at least ten or twelve feet between
ceiling and floor, though one could hardly tell which was which
because tattered, dilapidated seats were mounted in front of
consoles on both the ceiling and the floor. Six or seven ropes had
been strung up at various places between the floor and ceiling, as
well as three or four that ran the length of the bridge.
One such set of ropes had been tied to a
makeshift, zero-gravity bed, which looked somewhat like a hammock
with a large, human-sized pocket. Another set of ropes was tied
to the corners of an old rug, which was stretched out perpendicular
to the floor and ceiling in an effort to create a partition.
Behind the rug was a makeshift shower, which had been fashioned out
of a large, industrial-strength plastic bag, along with several
towels, a shaving mirror, and a very old bag of laundry. The sight
reminded Cassie of a homeless refuge set up in the corner of an
abandoned warehouse.
"Care for a beer?" Krey asked as he
made his way to a refrigerator, which formed the cornerstone of his
rug-like partition.
"No," Cassie replied flatly, "And
I don't think it would be wise to start drinking."
"Doesn't matter."
Krey opened the refrigerator and pulled out a
zero-gravity canister of premium Milwaukee Brew. Cassie noticed
that the refrigerator was predominately stocked with beer, though
there was also some wine and several vintage snack cakes, which
were well past their prime. As near as she could tell, there was
absolutely nothing in the refrigerator that resembled food. Krey
slid the beer into a pocket on his pant leg.
"This is just the living section
"
"How nice," Cassie's voice was clearly
sarcastic.
Krey's demeanor changed to something less
friendly, "Business is conducted at the front."
With that, Krey slammed the door on the
refrigerator then reached for a rope, which was strung roughly
parallel to the floor. He started following the rope hand-over-
hand as the rest of his body drifted precariously in the zero
gravity environment.
"C'mon. This rope leads to the
controls."
Cassie waited for Krey to get a comfortable
distance down the rope before she followed his example. The rope
was at least thirty feet in length and ran the entire distance from
the back of the bridge to the main flight controls at the front;
Cassie shook her head in disbelief almost every inch of the way.
Most of the equipment seemed to be in various states of disrepair,
and literally everything was covered with dust, dirt, grease, or
grime of one sort or another.
They passed several ragged, battered seats
mounted in front of neglected, broken-down consoles. Most of the
consoles were dominated by huge square holes, out of which hung an
assortment of frayed cables and bent tubing. Everywhere she looked
seemed to be some kind of reminder that the ship was not entirely
in one piece; missing equipment, bent or broken pipes, patch cables
running from one console to another, and whatnot. She noticed one
place where an access panel had been removed to make room for a
pair of locking pliers, which was being used to hold a broken
bracket together.
"What do you think of the view?" Krey
asked as he pointed to a huge five-foot viewport, which was
partially obstructed by a protective iris stuck somewhere between
open and closed.
"This is crazy," Cassie muttered,
"This junk-heap will never make it through the time
barrier."
"Have a little faith," Krey assured
her. "Have you given any thought to where you want to
go?"
"Theti."
Krey stopped for a moment to look back at
Cassie, "Why the hell do you want to go all the way out to
Capella
that's 47 light-years away!"
"I don't need a reason," Cassie
insisted. "You agreed to take me wherever I want to go
and I want to go to Theti."
Krey shrugged his shoulders as he continued down
the line.
"Okay, Theti it is."
The end of the line was tied between two seats,
which were mounted behind the flight controls at the very front
corner of pentagon-shaped bridge. The pilot's seat was in
extremely poor condition; one of the armrests was missing and the
cushion had been replaced by a pillow, which was secured to the
bottom of the seat with several bands of thick plastic tape. The
copilots seat had both armrests, but the bottom cushion was missing
and the backrest was tattered with tufts of stuffing poking out of
it in various places.
The instruments and displays in front of the
flight controls were, for the most part, intact, though several
pieces of equipment were missing and one or two of the display
screens were cracked and useless. An uneasiness crept over Cassie
when she looked up at the huge forward windows; one of which was
also cracked.
Cassie pointed to the crack as Krey positioned
himself in his seat, "How long has that windshield been
cracked?"
"Don't get excited," Krey muttered as
he strapped himself in, "Only the outside layer is
cracked."
Cassie shook her head as she maneuvered her body
into the cold, hard copilot's seat. "This isn't what I
bargained for."
"What did you expect?" Krey snapped,
"A luxury yacht?"
"No, but I assumed
"
"This is your last chance to bail
out," Krey warned. "If you want to leave, do it now
before we cross the time barrier." He shook his head to
emphasize his point, "Once we're in the time continuum, I'm
not going to turn back for you or any one else. Do I make myself
clear?"
There was a tense moment of silence as the less
than friendly faces stared each other down. It was Cassie who
finally broke the silence.
"So
launch it and be
quick about it."
"I never met anyone with such a shitty
attitude," Krey muttered as he flipped several switches in
rapid succession. A few of the displays and instruments in front
of the flight controls came to life as a result of Krey's efforts,
though many of them stayed dark and dormant.
A low, throbbing rumble began to reverberate
through the dilapidated hull; Cassie's eyes grew wide with concern,
"That antimatter reactor won't make it to Theti."
"It will." Krey kept his attention
on his instruments, "The vibration settles down once the
reactor gets up to speed."
Cassie shook her head, "You're not going
to use the time distortion engines here, are you? You'll drag half
of these other vehicles with you!"
"What do I look like
stupid?" Krey kept his eyes on a the engine
instruments as he dug his beer out of the pocket on his pant leg.
"The auxiliary power units don't work
we
have to run the generators on the time distortion engine or else
we won't have enough power to operate the conventional
engines."
Krey brought the nozzle of the beer can up to
his mouth, then pressed a button on top of the can as he took a
drink.
"You shouldn't be drinking during a
critical phase like this," Cassie warned.
"This is my ship and I'll do what I
please."
Krey flipped another switch on the console as
several more instruments came to life. Cassie shook her head as
he took another drink. Krey set the beer in a drink holder, which
was jury-rigged to the side of the seat, then cracked his knuckles
and reached for the stick.
"Hope you're ready for this," he
warned.
Krey pulled back on the stick for just a moment
or two; they heard a short hiss from the attitude engines, then the
nose of RQ-733 slowly began to tilt upward from the mooring orbit.
The laser-riddled hull began to creak and moan under the
strain.
"You haven't even laid in a course
yet!" Cassie criticized.
"There's nothing to lay a course
into." Krey paused to take another drink of beer as the nose
of the massive craft continued to rise. "I sold part of the
navigation computers to pay a stupid UN fine."
"What are you going to do for a course
guess?"
Krey nodded, "That's exactly what I'm going
to do."
Two of the three, huge nozzles at the rear of
the craft suddenly came to life as a 200-foot tail of fire lit up
the mooring orbit. The mammoth, lumbering craft slowly began to
move out from the mooring orbit, leaving behind an abundant
collection of screws, nuts, washers, and other assorted bits of
metal.
Chellaina wept among the ruins in a dark corner
of the store room as she tried to free her medical case from the
rubble. The case was hopelessly stuck behind a large piece of
equipment and laid half-buried under an assortment of debris and
rubble. The air was dangerously thin and her frail strength grew
weaker by the minute.
The biggest obstacle keeping her from her case
was a sizeable chunk of concrete, which was wedged between the
equipment and the wall. She had already cleared out what little
debris she could and had been unable to make any progress in quite
some time. Finally, with the air spent and her strength failing,
she decided that, perhaps, she should return to Fenton's side
while the opportunity to do so was still at hand.
She sat up against the bulky piece of equipment to catch her breath
before crawling back to The General.
The equipment that stood between her and her
case was of considerable size; it was roughly square when viewed
from the front, stood waist-high, and was about half as deep as it
was wide. It was a nondescript piece of equipment with absolutely
no features other than a cooling vent and a handle, which was
mounted on a fairly large access door on the side.
After taking a moment to catch what little
breath she could in the stale air, Chellaina reached up for the
handle in an effort to maneuver herself out of the corner that she
had precariously dug herself into. She tried to use the handle to
assist her movements, but, after applying just a modest amount of
pressure, the door popped open. To her surprise, a light came on
in the opening behind the door, followed by the sound of an
electronic voice.
"Ready. Please initialize."
Chellaina's squinting eyes were used to the dim
flashlight; she struggled to focus on the brightly-light
compartment inside. As her eyes became accustomed to the light,
she realized that the compartment had a control panel, a speaker,
and a long, narrow cubby hole in which a computer keyboard was
stored edgewise.
The electronic voice repeated itself.
"Please initialize."
"Oh, dear!" Chellaina brought a
worried hand up to her mouth. She knew that Fenton had stored a
wide variety of World War Five equipment in the shelter, including
items that were potentially dangerous, such as small weapons
systems and explosives. She hoped that she did not inadvertently
trigger something that would ultimately bring death or destruction.
After studying the equipment for a moment or two, Chellaina
realized that something seemed familiar about that particular piece
of equipment, as if she had used something similar to it during her
military days. She tried to remember; was it dangerous?
"Environment corrupt
Please initialize."
Tears of joy began streaming down Chellaina's
face when she realized what it was; it was an emergency life
support system, like the back-up systems they used in military
space vehicles. It all started coming back to her
these life support systems were required for
shelters and space vehicles, in case the main environment systems
failed. Its primary function was to convert exhaled carbon-
dioxide into breathable oxygen, using an artificial photosynthesis
process, though it was also capable of producing power, maintaining
temperature, controlling humidity, and provided basic emergency
radio services.
Chellaina also remembered that the portable
environment system had another, creature-comfort feature that was
standard on most equipment over 150 pounds; it was mounted on a set
of tank-like tracks and could move about under its own power. She
drew a quick, joyous breath when she realized that the environment
system could not only fix the air; it could also move itself away
from the trapped medical case.
Chellaina's short-lived joy was quickly
restrained when she turned her attention to the complicated control
panel; the controls were clearly marked, but she had problems
making any sense out of them. She tried to remember what each of
the obscure controls were for, but time and age had diligently hid
those memories.
"It's been so long."
"Improper command
Please
initialize."
It was then that Chellaina noticed something
printed on the inside surface of the door; it was a body of text
labeled `Operating Instructions.'